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Halloooo.. today is Friday, December 18th 2015 at 5.43 a.m. and I just wake up from the dream that I actually didn't want to end.
On the night of Dec 17th I had another dream of you, love. Ini adalah mimpi yang sekali lagi terjadi setelah seminggu lebih ak bermimpi tentangmu. Aku bermimpi kita diberi kesempatan untuk sekali lagi bertemu. It was so short, yet really beautiful for me. I guess, I really madly want to touch you and feel your warmest body and soul.
Jadi there was so funny thing about the dream. Pada mimpiku bukan hanya kita berdua yang dilibatkan dalam mimpi ini melainkan orang tua kita (there were our fathers that come to my dream). Di dalam mimpi itu aku merasa kamu dan papamu sedang mencariku sebelum akhirya kita bertemu. When we met your father suddenly said "I have told you that this is the person because I've seen her just now".
Kamu menyanggahnya dengan mengatakan bukan, tapi kemudian tidak menyangkal bahwa sebenarnya kamu melihatku. Lalu kita semua bertemu dengan ayahku yang ternyata sangat cocok dengan papamu.
I was so excited (even in my dream) that I barely recognise that I saw sadness in your eyes; the deep sadness that I did not even understand.Was it actually the reflection of my own desire toward you? I don't know.
I madly wanna see you again;hold your hands and talk about our future. I know it was merely a dream, but there was this strong desire that I couldn't resist.
They say that time supposed to heal everything, but how many time will it take for me to be able to be free from this feeling? I am too attached to you (I guess). Perhaps in the future, I will be able to cope with it but then what if I can't?
I need you here right now in my arms. I know it is selfish but for this moment I just want you by my side. Entah nanti terjadi atau tidak, ini pernah menjadi mimpi yang paling mimpi dalam hidupku. and I will always pray to Allah about you. Be good there, sugar.
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